Thursday, July 20, 2017

Random "Poetry"


Never imagined life without you
Never thought we would part
Never thought life will be so incomplete
Never dreamed that time will be cut so short.


Missing simple conversations, short meaningful talks
Who would have thought that in a short a time,
you would make such a profound impact
In a life you've so unknowingly touched

Life is so short as you fondly told
Make it meaningful, fruitful
I want to, and follow your lead 
But I don't know how, not sure which steps to take
Unsure of the next move to make

It's not easy without you guiding the path
It's not as simple as I thought it will be
It's not as easy had you been here

But life moves forward
Even as your memory fades, hard as I try to grasp it so tightly
Guide from where you are, Direct as you see fit
All I hope now,
is to continue and move forward
hoping to make you proud
hoping to accomplish all goals as was tasked.

Blowing in the wind, a simple whisper
to not forget me over yonder
as I continue to remember
here where I stand,
the you that will always be
a friend so dear to my heart






Tuesday, June 06, 2017

Blanks....

So I've been engaged to write a few articles for a blog...

But right now, I'm coming up with blanks... I feel like my mind isn't working to get it to writing articles worth paying for. LOL!

I need to refresh and refuel myself.. the creative juices simply aint' flowing. My thoughts are scrambled and I need to organize them or else I'm dead meat... I know what I want to write about, I know that my heart is in it, but the fingers just wouldn't do the typing...

I want to grab inspiration from somewhere, but I'm at a loss to where and I can't seem to find myself and right now my mind is just full of stress and worry that I know I shouldn't be feeling... I know I should feel the calmness that being with the Lord should bring about, but the stress is getting to me and I know that I should work to pray and trust in the Lord, and I will do that, I will do my best to believe and trust in what the Lord has planned.

Teach me Oh Lord.
Teach me to come to You in times of distress
Teach me to come to You in times of blessedness

Teach me to come to You in times of lonliness
Teach me to come to You in times of happiness

Teach me to come You always
Happy or sad, joyful or troubled

Teach me to know that You are always with me
Wherever I am, Whatever I do and However I'm feeling.

Thank you Lord for Your continued love even in times when I feel like You have forgotten me, remind me that I am Your Child and You are my Father and You will never ever leave my side.

Thursday, May 18, 2017

Feeling the Monotony

It seems that life for me has become stagnant... doing the same things over and over... I'm really not content with what is happening with my life. I'm feeling the monotony, the status quo... I need a change real soon or else, I think I'll go craaazzzy.... LOL

I am working hard to get to Canada to attend my brother's wedding... I'm praying for the best and am hoping that I will get there soon enough.

Financially speaking, we are still on the same boat, with a few blessings here and there, an answered prayer here and there, I know I need to be content with the life we have, with what we have, but if I have to be honest, I want more.. I need more. I need to push harder to get to where I want and where I want my kids to be at, at the same time... God is good, I know He listens and I know that I will get there soon enough.

I'm trying out new things... and hopefully I will get to that special niche God has for me soon... Let's pray for the best...

Sorry guys.. this is just me rambling on.. my head is so full that I don't know which way to go now, so I want to try to organize my thoughts and hopefully, get there (AGAIN??? ) soon enough...

See I really want to go places and explore life.. but responsibilities hinder me and I know that there are things that needs to be prioritized, but I will get there soon enough...God is good I know he will guide me. I know He is directing my path and I will go where He sends me...

Sunday, April 30, 2017

Make Your Home Your Refuge



Today begins the Novena masses for the upcoming Parish Fiesta (May 9) and Fr. Jeff Quintela con-celebrated with Fr. Jigs over the mass...

His homily was very enlightening.... really gave me some thoughts to ponder. The gospel today was The Road to Emmaus, where 2 disciples walking away from Jerusalem met Jesus and they didn't recognize him until the breaking of the bread... and to bump the theme of the Fiesta, communion of communities and the thought of the day, peace within the family, he said some very profound things that made me think as well...

Our family isn't perfect, but it should be our refuge... home is where we should feel right, well, at home... where we can go when we feel down, where we can go when we're happy, a refuge... The home should be the place we want to run to every time. It should be where we want to be. It should be where we find our most peace,  the embrace of those we love and the sanctuary where we can always go to.

He said that our home is our first government, where rules to be followed are set forth and where we also got our first consequence for wrong done. it is our first school where we are taught, how to properly conduct ourselves among other people, how to become a good person overall. The home is also our first church, where we are first taught to pray, where we first learn about God, about Jesus.

I find everything he says is true and that there are a few areas where we need to work on... a few instances when the home isn't the refuge its supposed to be.There are a few kinks that we need to iron out, a few things we would need to rethink our strategies upon.

God is good and His mercy endures forever..

I don't have a perfect family, far from it perhaps as I myself am such an imperfect being but God through His infinite goodness will remain merciful and by His Grace, I know one day, my home will be the refuge we all deserve. 









Wednesday, March 01, 2017

Write to Write


Okay... so yet again, I decided to write and write and write... whatever thought comes to mind, I should write.. get my creative juices flowing yet again.... It's not as easy or as simple as I wish since I think all the juice has been sipped out of me but I will keep trying, I will keep persevering until this dream of mine finally becomes a reality...

It is only sad though that I feel like the people I love are suffering because of this dream, because of my inactivity, so with the Lord's guidance, grace and mercy, perhaps one day I will finally make this dream of earning from a blog a reality.

I need to get my faculties straight, plan ahead or lest I find myself in a deep hole once more and just a step away from my goal. I want to do this... do this for good...

God help me!
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