Wednesday, May 07, 2008

Overworked.. overmom..

Sometimes you just want to lay down and sleep for a whole day, but you know you can't. Chores to do. Stuff to finish and complete, sometimes you wish that you can just lay down and rest but people expect you to sit up, stand up and do your job..
I stay at home but the tiredness i'm feeling makes me think that i work far far far from home. Sometimes its not easy being a work at home mom. I cannot escape being a mom. even for a little while, even as I work, I'm constantly bugged by calls, "MOMMY!!!'

Don't get me wrong Ilove my kids and I'd die for them but sometimes I just feel like I need a break from it all, from the pressures of weighing justifications for my children, for disciplining them to make sure that they grow up to be a least decent citizens that may not change the world but will not set out to be a bane to it.

Sometimes being a mom and working at home can be stressful and sometimes it takes its toll on the body, like dizzy spells I never experienced before but now are constantly being a part of my being. Unhealthy feelings that need more than a little tending into.

Sometimes I feel sad and blue and sometimes angry but that don't mean that I'm not happy.

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