Wednesday, February 04, 2015

Ramblings and Stuff

As I write this, I don't have a title... I don't know what I want to write about, yes, there are many things that one can write about but my mind for the moment is so filled with ideas, I really don't know where to start... so let me just babble in this post and see where the ideas lead me...

LOL

Yes indeed, life has a way of teaching us things and it's not always easy to swallow but yea, teach us it does. These past 2-3 months have been a great challenge for me but I'm happy that somehow I still end up standing. Family to me has always been important and I have always believed that family is more than just blood relation. My best friend is not a blood relation but I consider her my sister, and we might have been, in another life. I'd rather share with her my life than any other person. I thought at one time that someone closer to home can be my sister, but it seems that this was not the case. I'm sad to see that truth but that's the way the cookie crumbles and I have to live with that. So, I have to content myself with what I've got and what relationships I was able to develop.

My life has had its ups and downs and the in-betweens as well, today, I'd like to believe I'm going up, up where God wants me to go, up to my success and I am hoping that one day, I will be able to reach that pinnacle where I can safely say I have reached my success. I am still on the verge of it...

This year I turn 40 (more on that later :)) and they say life begins at 40... so we'll see how it goes. Life's lessons has taught me well, let's see how I put those lessons to use... hopefully good use. But something I am definitely doing this year is being true to myself... I promise to be true to myself and myself alone. I will not be swayed by others nor will I let myself just go where the wind blows. I will exert myself and let everyone see that I am better, I am my own perfect self, regardless of how imperfect that is..

God loves me, all of me, all my imperfections and hard edges. He accepts me for everything I am, what I did and even what I will still do, and I have got to accept that, believe it, believe that in all my imperfection, God sees the perfect being He always knows me to be...

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